Sorry, this is going to be long. I cannot let this day go by without sharing the ways in
which we are being “held” by our loving Heavenly Father. I feel so inadequate.
I just don’t have the right words to convey how we feel and all that has taken
place.
Yesterday was hard. I explained some of it in the post I
made late last night but I didn’t share everything. Aaron called my parents
late yesterday afternoon to see if they wanted to bring something over for him
to grill for dinner. We do this often during the spring/summer…but yesterday he
called them because he knew I had not had time to plan anything for dinner (as
I mentioned I had basically been on the phone all day) and he knew that their
company would be a welcome distraction for me. I was a little grumpy when they
got to our house, but as I shared with my mom what was going on and the trouble
we were having with locating batteries for the oxygen concentrator I began to
relax. My mom helped me prepare dinner, and then at one point, unbeknownst to
me, she was talking to my oldest son about it and they decided to pray for
batteries right then.
I’m going to backtrack a little now to give you some
history. Three weeks ago I went to CVS to pick up some things for our trip.
When in China ,
it is customary to give gifts to certain officials, guides, and sometimes
nannies that have cared for your child. On this particular day, CVS had their Fish Oil vitamins buy one get one free
so I decided to knock out some of my gifts by purchasing 6 bottles (the Chinese
love American vitamins and fish oil is highly regarded so it makes a great
gift). When I got home, I brought in the bags from CVS and put them on the
kitchen table, where I admit they sat for several days J Once I got tired of
the kitchen table being covered I moved these to our “packing station”, where
we had our suitcases and other items we were planning on taking. Well last
Saturday I began organizing our “packing station” and realized I could not find
the fish oil. For 5 days I have looked for these vitamins. I had Aaron look for
the vitamins. I had my kids look for the vitamins. And I couldn’t find them
anywhere. Well last night, as I complained/shared my day with my mom I also
mentioned that I could not find the stinking fish oil that I had bought to take
as gifts and that I guessed I was going to have to go buy some more. My mom and
dad recruited the kids and they began looking all over the house again and my
dad even offered to give $5 to whoever found them (money is a great encourager
for my kiddo’s). While they were looking, my parents also stopped at one point
to pray that if the vitamins were in the house that we might be able to find
them. We never found the vitamins.
On to today…I made several more phone calls concerning the
batteries and ran into a wall at every turn. I prayed about it several times,
but honestly, it felt wrong to pray about it. I know this is not Biblical, but
I actually felt bad asking God for anything else! Aaron and I talked about it
throughout the day as I filled him in on what I was finding out from each
person/vendor/representative and we decided/made a plan that if we had not
secured batteries by late this afternoon that we would need to just rent a
different portable oxygen concentrator with the required number of batteries,
which was going to cost $1900. We were running out of time to even be able to
get a machine to us so we had to make a decision.
At 1:00 this afternoon, I got a call. I almost didn’t answer
it because it was from Arizona
and I was in the middle of making pizza’s with the boys. On the other line was
a nice man named Leo who worked at OxyMed, which was one of the places I had
called and left a message at yesterday. I explained our situation, how we
needed 6 batteries for this particular portable oxygen concentrator and we
needed them in less than a week. I fully expected him to say he was sorry but
he didn’t have that many, or that it would cost about $1500-$1600 because that
is what we were hearing from other suppliers. I don’t know why I was shocked,
why I would even doubt that this was my answer to prayer, but I almost fell
over when he said the total cost, shipping and all, would be $480 and that he
could have them to me by Monday. I have never been so happy to spend
$480!!!!!!!!! My Heavenly Father, the one who created me, who created you, who
created my very sick little boy in China , wanted to show me that He
cares about EVERY LITTLE DETAIL and that there is never anything too big or too
small for Him.
There is more…as I cried (just a little) and explained to
Leo that he was an answer to prayer, he thanked me and said I had made his day.
Then, he said, well since you believe in prayer, do you want to guess what my
last name is? I was taken off guard by this question, but I said no, but tell
me? He said my full name is Leo Angel. I just had to laugh. I actually didn’t
believe him, but he assured me he was telling the truth. And later, I got an
email confirmation from him regarding my favorite $480 purchase and indeed, his
last name is Angel.
And still…there is more. My sweet hubby called me on the way
home from mowing his dad’s grass (well, actually he just supervises while the
boys mow the grass) and asked me if I had remembered to buy him some cough
drops. He has had a dry cough the past few nights and we also wanted to have
some to take to China
because of the pollution. I told him I had forgotten, but that I would go to
our favorite CVS store after dinner and get some because I also wanted to buy
some more fish oil. After dinner, I ran to the drug store, found the cough
drops, snatched up some fish oil, and headed to the counter. The girl at the
checkout counter looked familiar, and although this was not planned, I decided
to ask if they had, by chance, found a bag of fish oil pills that may have been
left at the store. Again…why do I doubt? I kid you not, this sweet check out
girl said, “You are not going to believe this but I have had that bag of fish
oil pills up here for over 2 weeks and I just put them back on the shelf today
because I decided that maybe you weren’t coming back for them!” She remembered
me…she had been the one to check me out when I had purchased those gifts. She
knew I was going to China
because we had joked about why I would be purchasing so many OTC medicines and
fish oil. She knew that I needed those vitamins and she had held them at the
counter for me all this time. And, she told me to take what I had in my basket,
that there would be no charge. I squealed just a little, I admit. But I
somewhat held it together because I wanted to SCREAM!
In less than 24 hours, my God provided batteries and fish
oil. He answers prayer. He loves His children. I am overwhelmed...and He
deserves all the glory.
This is all your fault! I just read your post and the tears are filling my eyes as I see our God working time after time in His faithfulness. I can't imagine reading it again to Gail in a little while. (It is hard to read when you are choking back tears and rejoicing at the same time.)We have continued to pray for God to orchestrate everything and fulfill His will for all to see and bring Him praise and glory. To God be the glory for the things HE HAS DONE!
ReplyDeleteI so needed to read this this morning. I have been sitting here the last few days worrying....yep, my faith has slipped just a tad. Bow sales and fundraisers went well for about 6 weeks and then....nothing. We are SO far away from having what we need. I am stressed beyond what my mind can grasp. I have been swimming in doubt. BUT GOD. Thank you for your post reminding me GOD has everything under control. I need to let Him have control by letting go. Without Him, I can do nothing.
ReplyDeleteOh yes He does! What a great pst. I can not wait to follow your journey! Wish we were there together again!
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